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i have a point to prove to my mom. i want 6 million or more notes. maybe then she will stop acting like someone caused me to “think” this. or that it’s the same as being gay.
I do it when she is fast asleep and I am wide awake, as it has always been. She thinks I’m up painting or drawing, but that is not the case. I have left a note on my door telling her not to wake me, that I’ve called in sick and I just need some sleep. It will be another day before she finds me. I have left notes for all of my friends.
I love you. There is nothing you could have done differently to save me. You did everything beautifully. I want to thank you for showing me real love. The kind you don’t read in fairy tales. It was beautiful and you did it so well. Thank you for always being there for me. I am so sorry I had to leave like this. I will love you always, even in my after life.
Oh the countless nights we have shared laughing and talking about nothing of import. I only wish we had spent more of them together You were the best friend I could have ever asked for and I love you so much. Even though I know it will not make up for my absence, I am leaving to you my extensive nail polish collection, (because I know you will use it), and any of my shoes you wish to keep. I only ask that when you wear them you remember all of the nights we walked empty streets and laughed at the stars. You are beautiful and I love you.
Dear Sister #1,
I LOVE YOU. I know this is going to hurt but please don’t cry. You did nothing wrong and you could not have saved me. I know you’re going to think you could have, but that is not the case. I want you to love your little boy and show him everything good in the world. He is full of wonder and you should keep him that way. I know he’ll grow up to be great, just like you. Please don’t let him forget about me. I love you so much. Don’t forget.
Dear Sister #2,
I don’t know what to say to you. While I do love you, we don’t talk much. I wish you happiness and I need you to take care of my little man. Oh how he has grown. He was the light of my life and he wasn’t even mine. You be good to him and tell him I said to be good to you. I love you.
Dear Sister #3,
Remember all those times you called me and I helped you through that evenings disaster? I wonder now if I called you would it have helped? Probably not. See? You are a strong woman. Stronger than I. Be a better mother to your children. They need you. I love you.
GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. You are a fabulous human being and you can achieve so much more than what you are. I know it doesn’t mean much now but I do believe in you. You are wicked smart and you need to do something with that. I love you, man. Be better to yourself or I’ll probably come haunt you. I love you.
Dear Everyone Else,
Do not blame yourselves, but also, do not pretend to care now. Most of you haven’t spoken to me in months or years but I bet you’ll get all teary eyed. Please don’t. Spare yourself. Spare my family. Spare my ghostly ass from seeing the fakeness from beyond the grave. While I give you the right to be upset, please do not act like we were best friends. Unless of course we were at some point best friends. Then you have my permission to wonder why we ever stopped because, face it, I was an awesome best friend. You never even know I was depressed. Good for me. Moving on, to the family I did not address, I do love you guys. I’m sorry it had to end this way. But shed no tears for me.
I have laid the notes out the best I can, as I have been drinking and it’s kind of blurry now. Three bottles of whiskey, and four bottles of pills later and I’m still kicking. There is no other way, I get out my razors. I know it’s going to be messy. but it’ll do. I think about my mom having to clean this up. (I know, it’s lame to be 21 and still live with your mom. But I haven’t been living much lately anyways.) I put the blade to my wrist and pull anyways. I figure after this she’ll move out of this shit hole apartment anyways, so it’s not a big deal. Now I’m bleeding and my vision has zoned in on the blood. It’s such a deep red and it feels nice falling out of my veins. It’s getting darker now, and I’m kind of tired. I just want to clos…
hey guys, i know a lot of people have shared the suicide prevention lifeline number which is really great, but i wanted to remind everyone of this website that does the same, except it’s online. i’m sure there are people who might be more comfortable asking for help this way.
R.I.P Robin Williams.
A man who knew how to make the world laugh and cry. You will always have a special place in all of our hearts.
If you or anyone you know is battling with severe depression and thinking of Suicide please call 1-800-273-8255 For the National Suicide prevention hotline.
Someone felt fabulous
Best use I’ve ever seen of that gif.
OH MY GOD IT’I’MS FINALLY ON MY DASH AGAIN I”VE BEEN SEARCHING FIR HIS POST FOR YEARS
'Dad's on a hunting trip, and he hasn't been home in a few days'
because i hate my job. but i’m so full of anxiety that i can’t bring myself to try for a different one. but i don’t want to do this one anymore and i can’t just quit because i need the money. so i’m stuck in this frustrating place and i can’t get myself out of it. someone hire me, for the love of god.